Saturday, 16 April 2016 11:01 am 0 note(s)
the title might look mysterious but trust me, the entry had nothing to do with all solving and being sherlock. apparently, both date are scale for its happiest and scariest moment. i know its actually been 17, why the 23? well, before i go on that, i just celebrate my 18th birthday last friday.
these years birthday are okay honestly, better than the last year could offer to me. i've got to fulfil my craving and celebrate it with the whole family, literally including my sister who actually went back home from college even when it's not even the holiday session. sadly she went back at the next day, cause assignment and stuff. i might as well understand her situation later, maybe worse. anyway, yes i have a good birthday, thankfully. i can get through my 18 years of living smoothly, Alhamdulillah.
but as much as i do say it was ok, i'm quiet sad how both of my bestfriend, who was currently fulfilling their duties to the country, a.k.a attending plkn, couldn't wish me or even celebrate it with me. more worst, one of them had a birthday 2 days before mine. well it might not get worst cause the both of them could maybe celebrate it together, leaving me here alone. altho it is sadden, we did promise each other to celebrate once they got home. ive been dreaming of a happy celebration with them this year but i guess not all dream can be a good reality.
i've receive a gift from this bestest friend of mine, also a gift from my parents and a few wishes from my school friends. i was thankful for everything. to the gift and the wishes. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't even want to celebrate this 18th birthday cause i thought it wouldn't be worth it. but everyone prove me wrong and i really want to thank them every single one of them who willingly spend their time and money which in result, i've been quiet guilty for it. sobs.
i have american cheesecake and wow, craving gone, forever. vanish from my life. lol.
also, on that day too, was an announcement for the interview's invitation offer to anyone who had applied for tesl and other courses with interview on upu. i pray to Allah so much at that moment and boy i didn't even eat lunch just to wait for the clock to struck exactly at 3pm. i couldn't stop biting on my lips and nail and yes, i am nervous! who wouldn't! i've been eager to actually pass through this opportunity, to see myself taking another step to my future. and when i punch in my id's number and click the continue button...
i cried! out of happiness and thankfulness, because i pass! i've been accepted for the interview. Alhamdulillah was all i had been repeating on my mind.
now i've been so nervous, and i'll be using this one week before the next saturday with full information of the current issues in education and world. who knew what would the panel ask right. and i've been searching so much about how the actual interview. well i've seen some of them may be easy and some of them pretty much uses your knowledge.
what surprise me, i'll be holding pen again! aha, i didn't realise it until people keep saying there's a test before the interview. well, i'm praying my brain are fully function at that moment.
what i'm hoping for myself it not to show much how nervous i am, be confident and smile alot. that's the most important thing ever.
till the next saturday, hence why its 23, i may or may not tell you my experience. whatever it is, i'll try and do well ;;
omg it's almost 2am, i'll be sleeping now. whatever it is good luck for me!!! its 2am and im sure there's some grammar error and spelling mistake sobs
Labels: birthday, grats to me, journey, nervous
