Friday, 19 February 2016 6:10 am 0 note(s)

I've been really unproductive this past few month, exclude the fact that i just went out of country to perform my Umrah. anyway the experience on riding the airplane was somewhat new to me. especially being an acrophobia added more to the excitement. honestly it was fun but at the thought of you're above among the skies wasn't. but i'm glad i didn't end up feeling nausea which people would say to those who had acrophobia.

I'm super glad I've been given an opportunity by Him to unlock one of my wishes, to visit Mecca and Madinah before any other country and to have an experience on riding the airplane. i hope i could visit back again sooner, Insya Allah.

anyway, yes back to my unproductive days, i haven't been doing anything at home except from my work (this sounded cool but srsly I'm working as a maid at my own house lmao) and trying to get ready for my driving lesson. sadly, though, I'm not too motivated to start on my diet again that I've postponed due to exams. my dad being sarcastic like how I've been promising to start working out and stuff but like i knew i would be this lazy lol.

I'm hoping i could get back on track. I've been gaining a lot of weight lately and it scares me. but i gotta tell you, dieting aren't my concern right now, since in a week I'll be getting my exams' result. oh god can you hear the loud thumping my heart is making?

I'm not expecting much but to score enough to be able to receive the certification so i can get into uni or college. also I'm thorn between on which course to take. i have two option to make so I'm not sure, both courses that I'm choosing are totally in my forte so it became complicated.

to sum up my month currently, I've unlock one of my biggest wishes, I'm taking a driving lesson soon, they're revealing my exam's result soon and my complication on which courses fit me best.

i hope i could get over some of it soon so i can sit easily and not crying. no kidding i did cry at the thought of what would happen when the result came out and to dry out the tears so i wouldn't cry on that day lol. to break out those emotional pass i have when i took some result, i decided i didn't want my parents to go with me, maybe because that's the reason why i cry? when i look at their face that they can't smile wide enough to congratulate their daughter. oh man it think I'm gonna cry again.

whatever it is, I'm hoping everything would go smoothly for me. Amin. btw I'm laughing at myself for keeping my blog under construction. I'm super unmotivated and lazy, there, I admit it.

Labels: journey, sorry, unmotivated