Wednesday, 2 December 2015 7:04 pm 0 note(s)

my laptop screen went white, half of it was broken. my feelings? it would be a lie if i didn't experience any heartbreak over it. as much as you think breaking up with your boyfriend is worse, it wasnt. because mine end up crying the whole night, not excited at watching my bangtan, monsta x, seventeen on mama, doesn't eat the whole night.

i am too attach with my laptop i admit it. the fact that i get it free from the government and i have been keeping it for 4 years without getting anything broke even though i spill water on it a few times, it still survive. but one day i accidently lean on my laptop and it happen.

and for that, i can't do anything. i can't blog. i can't change my blog template, i can't post a fanfic, i can't write and i can't do anything photoshop related. it was worst. and i would still be crying thinking about it.

why did i make it a big deal? because of the data ive been keeping in that laptop. the movie, the videos, the mp3, the software. do you know how much i stay the whole night to download everything in it? i don't care at that time i am being extrovert, because staying in my laptop meant much more than just socializing with other teenagers and friend.

mom said it could be fixed but i still doubt it. she even convince me to just bought a new laptop and to say it so nonchalantly, i would be totally dumb for being too happy at the thought of a brand new laptop. i'm struggling with my thought on the perks of buying a new laptop or the perks of fixing my current laptop. whatever that's going on my mind, i could only think about the data in my laptop.

i'm on my sister's laptop now. since i'm school-free, obviously i'll spend my days with the laptop. i dont care if the internet was off, as long as the video i've download and the fanfic i have wrote was still there, nothing could stop me with my laptop.

my mind told me to just fix the laptop, my heart said it too. but physically thought that new laptop have a lot of perks. my current laptop annoyed me, especially google chrome. having those ads popping out while i'm online does annoyed me. so at times like that i would dream for a new laptop.

if only it was easy to transfer those data into a new laptop, i would say bye to it and had my day happily on going. sadly it wasnt. i hate how my life going right now.