Monday, 30 November 2015 3:23 am 0 note(s)
i don't have a me time and i didn't have a chance to have a few times with my family too. being a senior wasn't actually a remarkable thing for me as i've never leave a really deep scars to the school, but the fact that i manage to create a really wonderful friendship (despite a few ups and downs we went through) between my classmate, was definitely something i wouldn't erase off within my memories!
on the first day being a senior, i was insecure, the anxiety was too overwhelmed that i would sometimes shakes for a simple thing, like reading out texts on the paper and the fact that i only had friends who is there for me on doing school necessity and not being there for anything, i thought that my last year of being a school's student would end up boring and i was more than glad to leave school soon.
but as time passes by for me, i met everyone who's wonderful, too loud and annoying and i would like to end my day with killing them but it never did. because those someone who were annoying and loud were someone i would cherish the most. obviously forgetting them was out of the list!
and so senior year for me, was well i wouldn't say fun but something that i could say memorable. of course there's always a wheel spinning my senior life from up to down, like how the boys in my class were really rude, annoying and doesn't have any sense of respect or i would say in short, not your kind of guy to be with, there's a few of them are tolerable.
and then with me and the girls, we had too much fun. like when there's no teachers or subs in class, we would sneak out and went to surau to either played 'tag you're it' (i know, i thought it was childish too) and if we didn't we would sleep there. sometimes we would talk and laugh about something lame. with those horror story hanim gleefully tell us and manage to wake me up at night. during the camp where we would jump hysterically on the bed and scream and those dancing we do, those were something fun for me.
thank you guys, for making my senior year a worth year for me. a memorable one that i would remember for the rest of my life, the ups and downs we went through. the love and hate for each other, it was fun. with this, school ended peacefully for me. not tears, not sappy goodbye, nor a happy face.
gah i'm so mad at how i wrote after a few month leaving blog, too messy and too eye sore (sighs). anyway since school's over, there's too much fun thing to do. i would read all the novels on my bookshelf and surely would do a recommendation and review about it soon (if i manage to stop being lazy lol please pray for me)
