Friday, 26 April 2013 8:53 pm 0 note(s)

yeah it's been a long time. my life have been very busy these day, and i hardly rest well. everything is a chaos. i don't think i could even felt like home when i'm home hell i don't really wanna go home. if you tell me what's going wrong, everything is going wrong. like everything.

guess what, i even try to cut myself. everyone keep pissing me, i barely had the mood to study, like yesterday i was suppose to study my science project but end up doing nothing instead just stare at my text book.

cry? doesn't help me endure. besides, i don't know what am i even thinking right now. i can't think right. everything played at the same time, confuse to which one should i pause first. not just that actually my friend too didn't really helping me.

what i'm so truly confuse right now is which should i go, tuition or for my history project. i ask my mom and she said "can't you go there this sunday?" and i just shut my mouth. it's not like i don't wanna go on sunday but isn't it much easier when i tag along with my friend? it's not like i don't really wanna go to the tuition but mom just need to consider on my history project first. it'll mark half of my pmr history test.

then at night my mom said "you don't have to go to the tuition instead just go to your friend" in sarcastic voice. i was kinda hurt, but what am i to against it, she's my mom after all. i'm so confuse, i would rather jump off the cliff. then everything solve.